welcome to the
golden receiver experience
Offered In-Person & Online
you give
and give.
When did you last let yourself receive?Not just gifts or compliments....
But touch, pleasure, help, rest?Hi, I'm Taylor - your sister and your guide, walking this road alongside you because I have been on this road myself.
Maybe you don't even know what you want anymore. You've never slowed down long enough to ask. You know how to give... you're excellent at that. You know how to perform and how to do a good job. You've built a life around what you can produce, achieve, hold together for everyone else.But somewhere along the way, you stopped letting yourself feel.Maybe you zone out during intimacy, thinking about your to-do list. Maybe asking for help feels like admitting you're not capable. Maybe pleasure only shows up after you feel you've earned it... a reward, never a birthright. Maybe you have no idea what you actually want because you're moving too quickly through life to check-in with yourself.You're not broken.
This is what happens to almost every woman who has spent her life giving.
The Golden Receiver Experience is here to help - choose your path of either working together in person for a 90-minute full body ritual or a four-week 1:1 online journey to reclaiming your self-pleasure. Two methodologies - both helping women to awaken to the true gift of receiving.
"Taylor is an amazing space holder. She made me feel so held and so safe during our time together. I moved a lot of grief and heaviness that had been stagnant for quite a while. I’m feeling so much more connected to my heart and my womb. Like I can open to more possibilities now. I’m so incredibly grateful!" - Alexa S.
When your system is in protection, it physically cannot be in connection.
Why your body needs
to lead
Stress doesn't just live in your mind. It lives in your shoulders, your jaw, your shallow breath. And a body braced for the next thing can't access desire, or clarity, or its own honest voice. It's too busy guarding.This work isn't about thinking your way into presence. It's about giving your nervous system permission to release the tension so what's underneath the bracing has room to surface. As your body softens, it starts to tell the truth - what you actually want, what you actually need, where your real boundaries are.You can't think your way to knowing yourself.
You can only feel your way there.
I created the Golden Receiver Experience to help you do just that.
CHOOSE
YOUR PATH
Two ways to work together
In-Person Session
Work with me 1:1 in Fort Collins, CO* for a 90-minute hands-on ritual - a return to yourself, held, witnessed, and deeply received.
Multi-session packages available.*Please inquire for travel outside of Fort Collins, CO$400 · 90 minutes
Online four-week journey
Work with me 1:1 from anywhere in the world. Four weeks, four calls -including a guided self-pleasure ritual and a plan built just for you - so you leave with your pleasure fully in your own hands.$999 · 4 weeks
The in-person experience
a 90 minute return to self
Before we meet in person, we'll talk. A free 30-minute call to get to know each other, answer your questions, and name what you're hoping to discover about yourself. Once you complete the short application, I will reach out to you to schedule your free discovery call.If we decide together this work is a good fit for you, we will schedule your Golden Receiver session which is made up of three chapters.Chapter 1: Arrival (20 min)
Sessions are held in my home, or I can come to you for an additional fee. We drop in together over tea, light meditation, and breath. We set the ritual space and speak a prayer and an intention - naming what this hour is for and what is currently present for you.Chapter 2: The Work (60 min)
A mix of energy work and full-body sensorial touch, accompanied by a curated playlist. I'm here as a guide and a channel, listening deeply to what your body is asking for. Consent and desires are discussed at intake, revisited at arrival, and honored moment to moment throughout.
This is not a typical spa experience. We may be in sacred silence together throughout, or we may verbally process what is coming up for you, inviting in the voice, tears, sound, and movement.Chapter 3: Return (10 min)
Time to come back to yourself before you re-enter the world and closing of the ritual space. Option for light integration discussion.Investment: $400 for 90 minute session
Much can shift in a single session, and several women choose to continue this work through multiple sessions or packages, with discounts available. We'll talk through what's right for you on the intake call.Currently offering sessions in Fort Collins, Colorado and surrounding areas. Travel fees may apply. I am open to traveling out of state if travel expenses are covered. Please apply to inquire further.
what to expect
After the session
Relax into a deep state of bliss in the comfort of your own home.As you integrate the experience, you might feel more trusting of your own voice. More able to feel pleasure, not perform it.My intention is for you to walk back into your life with new eyes noticing beauty, opportunity, support, and pleasure that was always there, waiting for you to be still enough to see it so that you can feel it.Rest isn't the opposite of productivity. It might be the most productive thing you do for yourself all year.
"One of the biggest things I took away from the Golden Receiver session was that pleasure can look and feel so many different ways. It doesn’t have to fit into one box, it can be healing, emotional, peaceful, and deeply nourishing." - Hollon B.
The online offering
four weeks to build your own capacity for pleasure
Before we begin, we'll talk. A short application, followed by a free 30-minute discovery call to get to know each other, name what's bringing you to this work, and make sure it's the right fit for both of us.If we decide together this is right for you, you'll receive a deep, private pleasure profile to complete before Call 1. This is what allows your ritual to be built entirely around you: your body, your blocks, your history, where you're ready to begin.Then, your personal box arrives: a mini altar, a pleasure wand, luxurious oils, and a journal, so the container for this work is already in your hands before we speak.From there, the container is four calls, over four weeks:Call 1: Initiation (60 min)
We meet. Sisterhood listening. I hold space for your pleasure story - where you've felt blocked, what you've never said out loud about this part of you.Call 2: Ritual (90 min)
A self-pleasure ritual, guided by me, live, at your pace. Together... but the hands are yours. Breast and abdominal work, dearmoring with your wand, or simply learning to stay with your own sensation - wherever you're ready to begin, we begin there. No two rituals are the same.Call 3: Integration (60 min)
We come back together to integrate the ritual experience. What surfaced? Where did you feel resistance, or surprise, or relief? We name what your body is telling you.Call 4: Create Lasting Pleasure (60 min)
We review your personalized pleasure plan together - a living document, yours to return to, long after our four weeks end so that you feel empowered in continuing your pleasure journey on your own.Also included:- Your Golden Receiver personal pleasure box, shipped before Call 1 (a $250 value)
- Free VIP membership to the online Birthright community for connection & ongoing support
- Access to my growing library of guided practices - meditations, womb work, cycle wisdom, dearmoring, and more, expanding over timeInvestment: $999This isn't a course you watch. It's a practice you're guided into building, and one only you can carry forward.You won't always have someone there to hold your hand. This work gives you the instructions, the tools, and the felt experience to keep expanding your own capacity for pleasure... on your own, for the rest of your life.You are the one in the driver's seat of your own pleasure - not a practitioner, not a partner.Currently accepting a small number of women for this offering. Apply below.
taylor tatum
My story
I'm called to this work because I was once the woman who zoned out during sex to the allure of my to do list. The woman who couldn't receive a compliment without deflection. I hyper-independently ran from task to task, oriented entirely around productivity, never giving my body a chance to catch up and tell me how I was actually doing.Something cracked open when I was gifted the book Pussy: A Reclamation, by Mama Gena. It named what I'd never looked at directly - how much of my pleasure I'd outsourced to men, how much of my value I'd built around the satisfaction of others, and the reality of my tendency to perform when it comes to pleasure. Pleasure was something I saw as a reward... a gift I was only able to experience once I'd earned it.What I've learned since is that I didn't need one more thing to fix myself. I needed to come home to what was already here.Now I start my day in movement, breath, and sound. I know when to say no. I can ask for help. I can receive pleasure instead of managing it. This isn't a destination I arrived at one day. It's a practice I return to daily, the same as you will.My work is grounded in lived experience, alongside professional training: Dakini Bodywork & Reiki Level 1 with Lauren Harkness, Holistic Pelvic Care with Tami Lynn Kent, Sexuality & The Nervous System & Jaguar Fight Club with Kimberly Ann Johnson, and a range of Tantric workshops/retreats including extensive study under Londin Winters & Justin Patrick Pierce (Yoga of Intimacy). I also have ongoing mentorship support, and continue to receive this work myself.I hold my Bachelor's Degree in Health and Exercise Science from University of Texas at Austin.
ready to begin?
Before we chat, you will complete a short intake form. From there, I will directly email you the booking link for a free 30-minute discovery call.The call is a space for us to connect, explore what's bringing you to this work, and see if it's the right fit. I'll ask about what you're navigating right now, what you're hoping to shift, and what kind of support you need. It's also your space to ask anything - how I work, what the session looks like, or whatever you need to know before you arrive.Have a question for me? Please email me at [email protected]Want to stay in the loop on upcoming offerings?
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